Things with Steve picked up a little, he apologised for having a go about me eyeing up other guys that night at the club and even said 'as long as you always come home to me at the end of the day, you can look at as many men as you want!' Woohoo!! Permission to window shop!!! Yeah!! :) He even took me out again... we went to the cinema to see 'The Sweetest Thing' with Cameron Diaz... it's a chick flick and he sat through it just for me... how sweet!
On the other side of the coin... there's 'Postie', he's been away this last week, so I've not been getting up as early, he did talk to me tho the last time I saw him... Jane's parcel arrived and he said, I can quote word for word of course, 'What are in these parcels?? You've been getting a lot of them recently!' I just smiled and told him they were gifts from friends... 'Well, if there are anymore next week, I won't be here to deliever them.' I'm not sure if the disappointment I was feeling was written over my face but he smiled and explained he was on holiday and would be back in a week. I smiled back as he walked up the path way, all the time I could feel the hurt inside. He was going away, the bright spot in my week wasn't going to be around for a whole entire week! What was I gonna do? It's taken all my strength to get out of bed this week... Steve thinks I'm ill, I just told him I was tired. He offered to take me away for the weekend soon. He is sweet and I do feel bad about everything when he's like this... but I can't control who I fall for can I?
Well, we're going to my parent's house for Sunday lunch today, so I better go get ready.
He's back tomorrow!!! Yeah!!!!